Well I've snuck this post in before my recent posts that seem to be running 3 weeks apart.... so the first news is that chemotherapy is now on hold! I was hoping to be jumping with energy and renewed vigour but from what I've been told chemo takes at least 6 months (and often 12), before one feels "normal" whatever that is! I am disappointed with the lingering nausea and never ending fatigue but I have been stitching again so that is a good sign! A few more simple quilt tops for charity and beautifully bound and quilted by Faye...
Unfortunately I also had to have another two blood transfusions so hopefully that is all I will need before my first lot of surgery on December 7th. I continue to be in awe of blood donors who so willingly donate for the benefit of others like me.......blessings indeed. The other blessings I've received since my last post continue to embarrass me but I am grateful for such thoughtful support sometimes coming from afar. It was very exciting to receive two special gifts all the way from Canada! Our friends Paul and Penny were supposed to be meeting us in the UK last month for the William Morris tour but of course that didn't happen. Paul and Penny have maple trees on their property and Paul taps his own sap and produces this liquid gold. So to receive two bottles in the mail filled me with excitement and joy and we were so grateful they made it after many weeks enroute. The package was also opened and repacked by border control and customs twice..............
Paul had also emailed this image a few weeks ago of their glorious Autumn colours and he informed me that the maple on the left is the one that he tapped.........
We also love seeing photos of their property but how about these??! Penny had only just walked the same walk an hour or so before this bear was caught on their surveillance camera and then again one night....
And this lovely image we received today of Penny strolling through their first snow. Thankyou Penny and Paul xx...we are blessed to know you after years of exchanging emails before we finally met in person............
Also from Canada I received an extraordinary monetary gift from Jocelyn who has a blog - Canadian Needle Nana. I was overwhelmed and embarrassed but she said she would have made an anonymous donation if I had had a Go Fund Me page so instead an international cheque arrived. I found it difficult to accept such generosity from someone who I have never met in person, but I have graciously thanked her and said we will put it towards a holiday when I am through the other side of this current health detour. Jocelyn is also experiencing her first snow and this beautiful image was displayed on her last post of their beautiful property.......thankyou Jocelyn for your blessings x........
I am still blessed each day with images from my friend's garden and the hoyas are particularly stunning.......
Just yesterday a beautiful bee turned up in the mail from a friend......a bee to wear on my wrist and not only is this something gorgeous to wear but part funds from purchases go to saving bees as well - a win, win so thank you Vicki x.......Coincidentally I spied these bee earrings a few weeks ago that I just had to have so bees remain a special passion........
Last week I heard Larry invite a delivery person indoors which I thought was unusual, but this delivery was a from person who is a friend of an interstate quilter that I met some years back. How clever to get her Adelaide friend to purchase these lovely plants for our garden. Corrie has been emailing me for years so another blessing that has come my way....thankyou Corrie x The hydrangea is in a new pot and thriving and the rose will be put in the garden very soon......what an appropriate name for the rose too......
I've also been blessed with some stunning peonies that brought much joy for well over a week. I adore peonies and it was lovely watching them open...........Thankyou one and all for all these blessings as I travel this difficult time in my life. I am so grateful to have Larry by my side and his patience and support is phenomenal apart from not being willing to jab me with a needle each day!! We are suffering a bit from "cabin fever" but then half the world are with Covid lockdowns but we do go for drives when I feel up to it....and the occasional walk........2020 has certainly been a year we would like to forget and just last Friday I received news that my 57 year old younger brother had been admitted to hospital with chest pain. He had sustained a heart attack with no history and previously a very active pushbike rider. So yesterday he underwent life saving double by-pass heart surgery so we have both faced our mortality. Sadly no visitors are allowed so I can't imagine how terrified he must have been. The night after we got the news we were blessed with a rainbow at the end of the street.....its time like this that the simple things mean so much. I wish you all many rainbows and blessings from our house to yours........
you are so loved Michele - I am glad the chemo is on hold and maybe you can get a little stronger before your surgery in early December. All of your flowers and gifts are so pretty and thoughtful. Good luck to your brother and hope he will be out of the hospital and on the road to recovery soon as you will be also. Glad the maple syrup arrived to you after numerous inspections - I thought from reading one of the letters that you shared here sounded like they had to destroy it? and then decided not to?
ReplyDeleteLovely post as always. You are so amazing to be able to see the joy even as you are struggling. Thinking of you over the next few weeks.
ReplyDeleteBeautiful post Michele, Thoughts and prayers are for you as always xxxxx
ReplyDeleteOh how worrying for you about your brother. I'll add him to my prayer list. Yes, we think once the chemo is over we'll be back to old self. It does take a while to get back to not feeling fatigued or nauseous. I was lucky as it gradually came back withing those first 6 months. I had to learn to pace myself. A always I sigh over your lovely flowers. Thanks for always sharing them with us. Love those Hoyas! Know you and Larry continue in my thoughts and prayers. Blessings to all.
ReplyDeleteHi Michele, So sorry to hear of your battle this year and hope you are starting to feel better since your operation. I (Merilyn) have loved reading your journey on your blog and seeing your beautiful garden and all the lovely gifts and messages from all over the world. Please know you, Larry and family are in our thoughts and prayers and hoping our paths will cross again when you are up fighting fit again soon. Take care and have a Merry Christmas with your family and wishing you every happiness in 2021. Lots of love, Merilyn and Phil xx
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